Ahh.. don't we just love Orange Wednesdays?

Watched 2 films with Doreen today - The Libertine and Harry Potter. A bargain for a little less than £10 the two of us. Even the snacks cost us more than the tickets itself. Damnit, how can a tub of popcorn and 2 diet cokes cost £7 something?! Talk about daylight robbery!

By the time we got back it was half past midnight, and I went over to pick my laundry up at Bansi's. Ended up eating the vegan choc cake that I made for last night's vegetarian dinner party and playing a few rounds of GT or something (car racing game) with Nick and Bansi for an hour.

And I haven't touched the IT assignment that I'm supposed to hand in on Monday. Smart huh?

But it was a sunny day, too nice to waste on work anyway. Doreen and I had a good time at the movies, she shushing me up everything I made a remark and shoving chocolate nuts into my mouth to make herself feel less guilty about eating them. Tsk...

And *minah tu (* means 'that girl' in Malay) also forgot to lock her car doors. Which was amazing considering the fact what it was still in one piece more than 5 hours later. I'd hate to imagine what would happen if this were to happen in Malaysia...

On another note, theres this guy who just won't leave me alone. Keeps on trying to call and always kacau me on MSN whenever he sees me online. Its irritating. Its bad enough that he can't keep his effing hands to himself. I grimace involuntarily when I think of him.

You know what, if someone shows NO INTEREST WHATSOEVER, please do try to leave off. It is annoying. And guess what? You become the object of jokes amongst her friends and her male friends *will* get protective around her when you're around.

And please, there is a HUGE difference between playing hard to get and plain avoiding you, if you weren't so thick you'd realise it, and its appalling to think that someone who's studying in Cambridge can be so dense. By the way, it is not amusing to try to ring her knowingly hoping that it would look like an accidental call where you leave a pretend 'message' of some sort of friendly gathering in the background.

I may be random with my acquaintances but I am very selective of my friends. And plainly, you're not one of them, so please, bugger off.

Cos look, I'm not interested. If you want to be friends, it fine by me. If you so happen to fancy yourself in love with me, its also fine by me. But whats NOT fine, is you telling me that you love me because that is uncalled for. How dare you put me in such a spot. I have made it crystal clear that I'm not interested, and if you want to ruin our friendship by attempting to bring it to the next level, then I'm sorry.

What the hell do you expect me to do? Wake up tomorrow and pretend its all fine, that you never mentioned anything? You had to make things difficult, didnt you? Well the stakes were high and you took the wager, now gather your losses and be gone.

Yes you had every right to fancy yourself in love with me, as long as I had no part in it. As long as I can pretend that you're not. That we are just good friends. Anything but that. Its too late now, I am VERY uncomfortable around you, and you know me well enough to know that I despise discomfort.

I don't want anyone in my life right now. I've been in one relationship long enough to know that. I've taken so long to find myself... I don't want to lose myself again.

On a more frivolous note, why would I want to trade the adoration of many just to be taken for granted by one?