Monday, May 16, 2005

Anhedonia

My presentation sucked. Big time.

I'm doing silly things, things I would never have done, just to distract myself from worrying. Oh god, when will this stop? Its getting too bloody impulsive and compulsive for my liking.

I hate my life.

Hitting the lowest of low.
Never knowing the reason why.

Its not that it feels bad that I'm worried about.
Its the fact that I don't feel anything at all.

Blood. They say its the sign of life.

I'll bet if my veins were cut open. Blood wouldn't flow.

I dont care.

No one cares.

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