Bills, Bills, Bills...

It never ends, does it?

Its bad enough having to fork out £200 for my phone bill, I got suckered into joining not one but TWO bookclubs that are both demanding payment of over £100 EACH as breach of contract for not buying 4 books as written in the agreement.

I didn't even know that I was supposed to be buying 4 books from them. I thought the initial books that I bought for about £1 each counted towards it.

Apparently not.

So right now, I am approximately £400 in debt. All within a year and the worst thing is, I don't even have anything to show for it.

I could have gone on two holidays with that kind of money. Or spent a whole lot more on food and shopping in Paris. Or buy more useless souvenirs than I plan to bring back from the Grand Bazaar in Istanbul. Or more shoes than I can ever need from Italy. At the very least, I could have taken a taxi instead of walking from Selfridges to Harrods (it almost ruined my brand new heels!).

No.

Instead, I have to spend it all on bills and debt repayment agencies with a stupid name like Commercial Collection Services.

Arghh.

I absolutely hate having to worry about money. I wish Orange made a mistake with the bill, or that I read the smallprint and was wiser to know that if a deal sounds too good to be true, it probably is.

So here I go, struggling to pay the bills. I don't know how I'll go about it, but if its got to be done somehow.

So help me God.

HELPPPPPPPPPPPPPP!